Breaking Bad coffee

*sips from coffee cup*

"Mmmm..."

*looks at the lab assistant who made it, takes another sip*

"Ooooh yea... That's the best coffee I've had in my life... Why the hell are we making meth?"

Yea I laughed for a good long time at that one.

Foreseeable Future

"He will live for the foreseeable future, yes?"

Mmm, foreseeable, couple of years, barring acts of God or men with axes"

Breaking Bad. Probably one of my new favorite lines.

Good day

From "hey look bits of the ceiling are stuck on my fist" to "vroom vroom, chainsaw."

It's been a good day.

Ick...

Light headed, dizzy, shortness of breath, feeling like you're going to puke... All symptoms of a stroke.

Turns out you can get those exact same symptoms from quick, intense exercise. For a moment I considered the possibility of a stroke, but nope! In the end I decided I was just a total pussy! I just did my nightly exercises, but much quicker than normal. Turns out, my body thought I was trying to kill it.

In the end it punished me. Just as I finished this post I desperately had to throw up. Exercise never pays!

My Day

Discovery of the day: tear and tear are spelled the same. (Cried and ripped)

Quote of the day: "You could be ready to go again by 6:30, that'll be a long night."

Childish moment of the day: looking into the mirror trying to look like a meerkat, followed by irrationally trying to win a staring contest with myself.

Breathing to Death

"I'm not living, I'm just breathing to death" Lecrae

I worry about that this summer. If I'm locked in my room, stuck in this house, trapped in these ways this summer... I'll just be breathing to death. Dying a slow death. I need to be doing something. Anything. I certainly need a job, and even after that I need to do things with the few friends I have left. I need to stay occupied. And I need to not bug my girlfriend too much, if I'm all over her or spend too much time with her, it may not be good for our relationship. So I'll have to spend time with my few other friends, adopt hobbies out of the house, something... Lets hope it all works out...

No Church

No church this Sunday... I miss it. My girlfriend's family takes me to church every Sunday, but this Sunday they're out on a sort of family retreat. So I can't get to church. The few churches here and town that I can or could have gotten to have very... Interesting reputations, and I'd like to stay in the CRC denominations if at all possible. Unfortunately, there are none here in town. The CRC church we go to is in another town actually, a bit of a drive but it's worth it.

I love those people there. Everyone at that church is warm and inviting, I just wish I could find things to talk about with them, or an excuse to talk to the Elders about anything at all. I wish I could sit down at the table where all of the older people are, and be able to listen to the stories of their life. To hear about their grand adventures, to see and know when and how God changed their life... I love hearing those things. I need to get the courage to have these wonderful people stroll down memory lane for me. If love to make friends with other teenagers too, but I don't really like them as much to be perfectly honest. Teenagers are usually either locked up inside themselves, or full of themselves. Either way, they bore me. Yes there are a select few that aren't like that, and I like to call those select few my friends. Regardless, I wish I could be there at the church today. On the bright side, I can watch the sermon later tonight on YouTube. They record them and put them online every Sunday, I really appreciate it.

Dear Mother Nature

Dear Mother Nature, please stop raining on my day.

Sincerely,

     Oregon.

Rich Kid Status Achieved

I have a towel with my name on it. I feel like a total rich kid and it's great!

Enemies

"You've got the world on it's knees, you're taking all that you please, you want more -you want more- but you'll get nothing from me! You're like the burden we bear, you're all the hate that we share, you want more, but you'll get nothing from me- we're enemies!"

-Enemies by Shinedown

I love this bit in the song, it's beautifully vengeful. And to me, threatening someone who has the world on it's knees takes some balls, I mean really.